recent events have caused me to realize my love for sweets has grown to an addiction. i don't just enjoy sugar, i crave it, i fantasize about it, i literally have "sweet dreams"... i can vividly remember particular occasions by the dessert i had at them, i often use fruits and sweets in my metaphors. right now i'm delighting in a rootbeer float. i love the way the vanilla icecream crystallizes in the soda, so that when you take a spoonful of icecream you first make contact with the sweet shell and then encounter everything that is soft, smooth and wonderful.

here's the "but" to all this. i seriously need to stop having so much sugar. i went 3 days last summer and nearly died . i went one day this week and that was hard enough. i get cavaties too easily, i am afraid of becoming a diabetic, a customer told me sugar causes cancer and on and on and on....what do i do? i need discipline. i need to see what my teeth will look like in30 years if i continue on like this. i need inspiration. i need two oceans to separate me from sugar. help!!! i need to go brush my teeth.