Breath of Abba

one of those days when i feel illuminated. one of those days that i ache for.

as is often the case, i don't have the words to explain myself..it's rare that i forgot myself and am lost in You. and i cried for You this afternoon. in the green afternoon light, just driving and i was caught and i was stilled and You handed me a moment and it was as if You allowed for me to see. and i am tear-stained. and my surroundings fade into clarity. and all I know is You. and everything is You. and You illuminate me. and i don't understand why. why me? the smallest drop of Your compassion. the soft breath of Your gentleness. You see in me what i do not see. and so, i cry. and all of my wonder belongs to You.